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it is amazing, fascinating, and slightly amusing really, that some of us can get so interested in any one thing and not conduct a thorough investigation for ourselves. after all, what are we but beings with too much curiousity for our own good? we care, because we affect one another in slight but inconceivable and extraordinary ways.
i say, if caring was beneath you, then don't bother involving yourself in the first place. self delusion, i think. or perhaps, just a totally different way of going about things.
above all, i find it highly, highly ironic.
after so many months later, i finally made my first appearance in that territory with someone who ( proudly) almost owns it, and what happens?
ah, but if it was just a harmless passing thing, i shall hold my peace.
right. so these few days are down to me and my sweet. oh and my five books (now down to three) and my maroon nail polish and driving and the constant browbeating of a 16 year old. plus honing the arduous skill of staying out of boredom, and keeping my sanity.
a girl should never have a bad day, a painfully boring day and another bad day altogether at one go. instead, she should have more good days. like today.(: and she should enjoy more good weather. like today. yay!:D
i wonder when did i stop having fun and enjoy making a fool out of myself. yes i know i do do stupid things every now and then (although more nows than thens) but its not the same and i don't play like i used to. maybe its the pressure of growing up, maybe its the pressure of watching others grow up. maybe its the weather. (okay its always the weather.) maybe its just the mindless passing of days, watching yourself fade away. or maybe, its just you, or rather, the lack thereof.
that's why i so love being with you.(:
cyn.
161288.
victorian.
vjc 05S43.
vjcsb.
tpjc (1st 3mths) 05S31.
tksian.
tkband.
khs.
flautist =)
all that i hold dear.
besties(: and lovely lovely friends.
family.
shopping, reading, lazing around.
sweet, pretty, striking colours.
swirls. stripes.
ice cream, chocolate, and the same few constants.