i want to have my hair cut. i NEED to have my hair cut cut cut cut cut.
i must confess that i'm a brown paper freak. i so love brown paper; brown paper bags, brown paper envelopes and brown whatnots. brown paper leaves an impression on me.
i knew it wasn't on purpose and its most probably one of the mindless things you do, but it hit home.
after a two year's hiatus, it has come back to haunt me, this blind man's game. i never did like playing it, even when i was young. i'm wary, i'm exhausted, and i'm tired of having to do these things alone. its closing in, getting claustrophobic. plans laid out and discussed, plans for the future, plans that were supposed to work out are all bull now, and i'm on the verge of panic. ha who am i kidding. panic is well on its way to full-blown terror.
finally, a practical test date.(:
this is going to be a trashy post. i'm riled up, forgive me.
my grades aren't that bad. right? er. right.
tkband got silver for this year's syf. strangely there wasn't sadness. a pinch of disappointment, more of gladness, and mostly there was something edging the boundaries of pity. it really is a pity that they weren't able to be able to defend the title of being a gold band, both indoor and outdoor. that's 2 years of indoor golds they let down. there wasn't much disappointment, cos maybe deep down i've already expected it and knew they were not going to make it. ah, conceit. heh. it really is a good thing they fell short this time. at least maybe now they'll buck up and start fighting to stay at the top. all i hope for is that they don't fall short of their outdoor standards too. if they do, the band that gets the best display band's going take along with them the 6 years (or more) of tkband best display band glory. ah, woe.
its raining and i'm at home, with my windows wide open.
heh i had to post the 10 things before pulls another disappearing act on me.
okay i did this yesterday but somehow it disappeared before i could even post it. sheesh. so here's another one.
the bbq was good, and i think the chocolate fondue idea was brilliant. well, that is if it was more visible and not placed in a small corner. still, it was good, seeing how some people had changed and grown and matured.
hm i really think army influences ppl. esp the way they speak, sounding like some chaogeng. i don't know if its only me, but somehow it seems as though they can only speak 5 words or less at one go. it was really amusing. hehhehheh.
the respondent's lawyer's getting very irrtating. but the only thing that pushes me to go on with this whole thing is, as Ariffin so succinctly puts it, the "sheer novelty" of it all. ah but maybe i should tone down my want-it-all attitude before i get into some serious trouble. sheesh.
cyn.
161288.
victorian.
vjc 05S43.
vjcsb.
tpjc (1st 3mths) 05S31.
tksian.
tkband.
khs.
flautist =)
all that i hold dear.
besties(: and lovely lovely friends.
family.
shopping, reading, lazing around.
sweet, pretty, striking colours.
swirls. stripes.
ice cream, chocolate, and the same few constants.