i'm living the american dream.
some people make their already complicated life even more complicated to appease their need for control, and for that satisfying sense of accomplishment.
i don't know how you do it but it happens everytime. i get completely wrapped up in myself, but when you provide me with an opportunity to wallow in self pity, to whine and to complain, i'm somehow reminded that there are other people out there and they too, mind. there'll always be this internal argument (its more of reasoning, really.) within me whenever you ask, "tough day?", (not unlike our spoken 'arguments' whenever i hit one of my numerous patches of indecisiveness. [i get so amused whenever i think about them.]) and i realise that things aren't so bad, so larger than life after all.
i think i'm still stuck in 2006. i keep on writing the dates wrongly. i feel so comfortable with 2006, i get surprised when a 2007 pops up. i think, 'oh that's next year', then i remember that this is 2007.
haha. amusing, especially when you once fallen into one (or more) of those catagories. strangely, it was endearing too.
last evening in the train saw a group of dhs students, and suddenly, i miss the secondary school times, when no one really bothered about studies. (okay at least i didn't. well. not that much, even if i did bother.) i didn't realise it, but now, coming to think of it, i'm pretty sure the heck-care, laid back attitude belongs, exclusively, to secondary school.
and this came as a shock to me (really!), but i actually miss it.
gosh.
people must think i'm crazy.
a sultry saturday evening. lampshades, cushy swirl chairs, wine, gin, tequila, and luxurious, luxurious red. bold and intimate, a fantasy dressing room. artful cheorography with naked female beauty and sass gives a combination that tantalizes the senses. masters, or rather, mistresses of illusion.
MAS thinks that Angola isn't a country. well, wikipedia says that, quote, Angola is a country, unquote. the freaking drop down list of countries does not have Angola in it and it doesn't have an others option.
arghh.
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cyn.
161288.
victorian.
vjc 05S43.
vjcsb.
tpjc (1st 3mths) 05S31.
tksian.
tkband.
khs.
flautist =)
all that i hold dear.
besties(: and lovely lovely friends.
family.
shopping, reading, lazing around.
sweet, pretty, striking colours.
swirls. stripes.
ice cream, chocolate, and the same few constants.