My sweet charade.

`my swirls-*

Thursday, January 11

isn't it true. everything boils down to pride. misunderstandings and problems. but it also prevents people from being reduced to a lump of quivering, gibbering, unrecognisable mess during rough times and send people scampering to salvage whatever that's left of their sanity and hold on to the last bit of it.

i've always thought that it holds people together.

you wonder how some just forgo it so easily.

some argue that the cause is worthy.

you wonder by what standards is worthy considered worthy. you realise that everything is tilted towards you and the worthiness of the cause can only be judged by others.

so. away with pride. maybe all that matters is knowing where the line is drawn and learning to draw it when you need to. the line that marks the region where you lose it all and the region where you don't lose it all, ie. just some. which is good enough.

well. just some ramblings. dont say duh. ignore it if it doesnt makes sense to you.

i'm tired and abit cranky.

okay i lied. i'm more than abit cranky. a little more than abit. hehheh oh no i think i'm getting delirious.

okay update about work.

i almost died at the fax machine today.

The Way I Do - Marcos hernandez

your kiss, your smile, your mind
you're sunlight in my eyes
i miss your breath on my neck
when we whisper in the night

didn't wanna want you
didn't wanna need you so bad
didn't wanna wake up
and find that i was falling so fast
didn't wanna need you
didn't wanna need anyone
now look what you've done

now i can't go on without you
i'm naked, i cant fake it.
i'm not that strong without you
never thought i could love you the way i do.

your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
don't rush tonight, i need you like the ocean needs the tide.

didn't wanna want you
didn't wanna need you so bad
didn't wanna wake up
and find that i was falling so fast
didn't wanna need you
didn't wanna need anyone
now look what you've done

now i can't go on without you
i'm naked, i cant fake it.
i'm not that strong without you
never thought i could love you the way i do.

i always thought i would stand on my own
climb a mountain top all alone
relying, depending on no one
now look at what you've done

now i can't go on without you
i'm naked, i cant fake it.
i'm not that strong without you
never thought i could love you the way i do.

never thought i could love you
never thought i could need you
never thought i could want you
the way i do

never thought i could love you
never thought i could need you
never thought i could want you
the way i do

i love you
i need you
i want you
..the way i do
(x2)

`swirl me away
12:15 AM