was reading through my old entries when i came across this.
" sometimes people just see what they want to see. they call this self-delusion.
so yea.
i tink you're self-delusioned, and i don't know how you managed to drag so many people into this affair.
gong xi fa cai.
you're just so lame. really.
this sounds like some elaborate plan in which you've driven a dozen holes into the fabric of it yourself.
it sounds like some movie in which the glamorous opening appears to take you into the heart of the show. the cameras start rolling, and you see the conclusion. act one scene one, WHAM! you're thrown back to earth. open your eyes to reality. the people and scenery look like paper cut-outs. the plot falls flat.
ditto. and you're the director of your own movie. and in your own paradise. knock knock. hello? anyone home? or have you rented out that space?
i know it is horrible of me to gloat, and i'll most probably get huge blisters on my tongue/fingers for this, but..
i feel like a million bucks right now, in cold, hard cash.
cyn.
161288.
victorian.
vjc 05S43.
vjcsb.
tpjc (1st 3mths) 05S31.
tksian.
tkband.
khs.
flautist =)
all that i hold dear.
besties(: and lovely lovely friends.
family.
shopping, reading, lazing around.
sweet, pretty, striking colours.
swirls. stripes.
ice cream, chocolate, and the same few constants.