1)my eye is freaking hurting!!! my left eye. like there's sth poking my eye inside my eye. am i making sense? anws, i can't care less. my freaking left eye is hurting and its leaking, so i'm sniffling and tearing away. and that's not all. the power of my left eye increased. its catching up with my right. i'm going blind soon! i know i'm supposed to be scared and start taking real good care of my eyes, but. well. they have been like that for dunno how many ( 7?) years and somehow the thought of going blind doesn't really scare me anymore. although i sort of experienced it many weeks ago on a friday during morning assembly. in the gallary before the band was going to play the national and victorian anthem. i suddenly couldn't see andrew's face. only his hair. his face was a bright spot of light which couldn't go away. and he was standing on my left, meaning it was my left eye which couldn't see him. hmmm. amyhows, coming to think of it now, the incident was kinda funny, but i really did freak out then. my biggest fear. imagine just being able to see white, bright spot everywhere with just bits and pieces of your surroundings. (like andrew's hair haha.) 2) went to cut hair today. the hairdresser snipped off most of my hair and gave me a frindge. above the eyebrows. yea. after that my mom looked at me and, god bless her, did not laugh. all she said was, you look like a jap doll. very delicately put. well, even if i look like a jap dool, i don't look kawaii (whatever that is. is that supposed to mean cute?) i look like some cheena village girl auditioning for the role of chinese cinderella. with those straight bangs and all. YUKS. i feel like wearing a paper bag on my head to school tmr. argh. 3)i'm taking japan airlines for the hawaii trip! and qixin and joan and most of the others are taking korea airlines. no! why can't i take with them. why why why. 4)i screwed up my physics spa skill a big time today. i got confused during the test and half way throught the test, i equated efficiency = total input enery/ total output energy. which is crap. sigh. what is done is done. (my hair!) *cries* 5)it was qixin's birthday on the 18th of feb. happy birthday girl!! btw, i'm proud of the cover page i made for your scrapbook. i think it was b-e-a-yoo-ti-ful. ahas. 6)the common tests are here, and i'm not prepared for it. at all. good luck to me man. study, cyn. study. okays! enough for now. my eye is still hurting. i shall just go and sleep. good nites. bye!
Where is the moment when we needed it most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the light just to hit the low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work with a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work with a smile and go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the brink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
*That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when we needed it most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work with a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
the ling clan. from right to left, top row: lingling, yiling, er ling, san ling, shi ling, wu ling. bottom row: liu ling, qi ling, ba ling, jiu ling. haha. - -
the lit people. measure for measure!
pw! i miss pw.(:
yesterday was rush, rush, and rush. band prac in the morning. with heart and voice was q nice at some parts. but i still can't do bar 101. yuks. aft that was v'day lunch with the ALDDS. i thought we were meeting at 130, so i threw on a shirt and a skirt that didn't quite match, and a slippery pair of heels. and realised that we were supposed to meet at 2. -_-'' was self-conscious the whole time, but nvm that. had tepanyaki steamboat lunch. hoho. doing DIY ice cream is fun, and meeting up with the girls were even fun-ner. we ate (alot), cooked, bitched, tried to remember people's names and faces, and counted number of moles HAHA. lunch ended at 5 and met up with qixin aft that. her dad fetched us, and aft changing into shirt and shorts we went for stj at ecp. couldn't eat anything, 'cos i was still q full from lunch. was entertained by marcus and flute cheers. yay flute section rocks.(:
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sometimes in life there are things which one takes for granted. only when its gone then you start to miss it. my brother went for some camp on mon, and -i can't believe i'm saying this- i missed him. geez. it was just wierd at night when i'm doing homework or whatever in my room and the room across mine is silent and there are no disturbances. and when i'm bathing there's no one to knock on the door and give excuses to use the com. bah.
anws, i shall stop here. can't think of anything else that happened. too much to note down. oh yah. if experience is pitted against common sense, experience wins hands down. so i shall hold my peace as not doing so will only serve to infuriate myself. you'll know it when you know it. it's a vicious cycle.
i think i sound smug. sheesh. i didn't mean to.
common test in 3 week's time. time for me to go do lit essay. ciao!
-Don't push too far