alrighty. updates!
wed: another one of our section dinner! woots. it was as usual, cazy. walked to siglap and kfc-ed there. well, flute section rocks! i think all the flautists are crazy hyper and high. (with a few exceptions of course. *glares*) and we're most prob the only section with a cheer!((:
today: cny was okays la. how much and cny concerts differ? i still can't do tribal dance! haha. but anyways, i love vj's mass dances. =) anyhows, went towning and watched memoirs of a geisha! like, finally! yay. it was nice. the little girl was super cute, the males in the show old and disgusting, their english in general quite bad, and Sayuri was supposed to go live in the US. okay i didn't really make it sound nice, but yea. watch it. i think its nice.
shopped around and crapped and everything.
oh yes. i indulge. secret recepie for lunch. chicken cordon bleu was absolutely deli. yummy! hoho.
and lastly, fate sure has a wierd way of bringing in two people, eh.
alrighty! that's all for now. can't really rmb what happened in the past few weeks 'cos my memory have been really really really bad. i pick up my pen to copy lecture notes and i forgets what the teacher says. i'm being told that i'm in the black/red (i can't rmb which) team for netball, then i promptly forget my colour, and have to ask peimin like 2 times.
okays. till then!
finally. after so long.
you create that little doll (with its tounge sticking out) for me,
you conjure up movies for me,
you cut pieces of acylic for me,
you paint me pictures,
you grow me flowers,
you even fed me love letters,
what can i say?
ah, see.
my lungs are choking.
i need to clear my mind.
this visit is over.
totally crap day. -the crux of existence
however insignificant the change is, i've grown up. at least, i believe so. but you didn't want me to. its as simple as that. why do you not understand? are things really that complex?
there's so much i want to say but so little words to convey them with. so i'll just make do by giving the usual account of my day. so to those who are bored silly of reading the usual boring entires stuffed full with complains etc, you are warned.
today's encounter was definately one of the most shocking, embarrassing and well, laughable.
love actually.
kiki and yogi against pepper. gosh, you insult my intelligence. but its okay. i comprehend and tolerate the intellectually challenged.
so i was taking advantage of this beautiful weather and walked home using the park connector, in a bid to lose the few calories i gained during lunch. ( penang kuay teow! and cookies from bakery depot =) i walked past this house and i saw three girls, most prob sisters, sitting on a swing in their backyard, talking to each other and just enjoing the moment. this brought back many many memories. sigh. and to think, my brother and i were the ones once sitting on a swing in our own backyard, talking and laughing with each other. actually, coming to think of it, i kinda miss the swing more then those moments with my brother. haha. really wonder what happened to the swing when we moved house.
anyhows, its starting to rain. i guess good weather don't last forever, eh?
-If I never knew you
If I never felt this love
I would have no inkling of
How precious life can be
And if I never held you
I would never have a clue
How at last I'd find in you
The missing part of me
In this world so full of fear
Full of rage and lies
I can see the truth so clear
In your eyes
So dry your eyes
And I'm so grateful to you
I'd have lived my whole life through
Lost forever
If I never knew you
yes, you both are best friends; yes, you think know him.
didn't we all?
you're utterly, downright despicable.
well, peace, cos i'm trying.
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temper is really some thing. its hard to control and it so often slip out of my grasp. patience is another sneaky one. it hides away from me and i've only had it once every while.
but i guess it doesn't matter, does it?
i don't know why, but everytime daddy drives me to school in the morning, i'm sure to be late, regardless of whether i leave the house at 7.28am or 7.30am. wierd, isn't it. maybe its just a case of pure stubborness, and well, it takes one to know one.
but then again, maybe its because the clock downstairs is now on time. hmmm.
went parkway with mummy before band prac today. hoho. i think my mum is super uber cute.((: oh and i bought yet another new book. yay.(((:
today's sectional dinner is one that i'll never forget. (at least for now. haha.) it is my first time eating by the fountain in parkway after all. and i had hokkien mee. wahaha(:
its keeps raining on and off these few days. quite irritating. just got off the bus and was halfway home when it started pouring. and before i got my umbrella out ( thank goodness i brought it) i was like, drenched. grrr. and it spoiled my lovely sea regatta. boo. was looking forward to having more fun after cycling to the end of east coast, being dunked by charissa and zihua and dunking ms (mdm) rajan when it started pouring. freaking hell. walked all e way back to school barefooted in the rain, and cos the teachers were nagging, we has to return the bikes we borrow. argh. and we didn't need to return them till like 3 hours later. so we wasted our $6. *snarls* but anyhows, i had fun. haha. oh and O2'05 was sucky. geez.
there's sth freaking wrong with my mp3. when i turns it on, it continues to switch itself on and off. grrr. its freaking irritating the hell out of me. don't know what's it freaking irritating problem. bah.
try not to stereotype. for some things, its better to let them be.
okays. was feeling high just now, but now i'm drop dead tired.
i'm outta here. till next time!
did a little bit of soul searching. through snippets of my life, i watched the arrogant kid grow up into a much nicer ( i hope) girl. watched how seventeen years of life changed me, and changed others. friendships were forged, only to be broken again. i love(loved) and was- and still am- loved. its amazing, but after so much, i suddenly feel young. ah the wonder of youth.(:
i find that i am contented and happy where i am now. in terms of everything. okay maybe not my grades, but other than that, i'm totally at peace with the world. really. so maybe i need to be a bit more quiet and less noisy. but thats okay. i'll deal with it.
ah yes, i love my bestie. besties. my lovely lovely friends.
i really promise to be less noisy. being noisy has unexpected-and sometimes undesirable- consequences. ahas.
life is such a sneaky fella.
my my.
lovely.
cyn.
161288.
victorian.
vjc 05S43.
vjcsb.
tpjc (1st 3mths) 05S31.
tksian.
tkband.
khs.
flautist =)
all that i hold dear.
besties(: and lovely lovely friends.
family.
shopping, reading, lazing around.
sweet, pretty, striking colours.
swirls. stripes.
ice cream, chocolate, and the same few constants.