so. a scroll. a click. tiny blurry black lines running.
a slip. slip of a moment. too caught up. too caught up.
a grimace, a pang, an ache. and
a reminder.
i'm supposed to be out of here some time ago. now i'm REALLY getting out of here.
my lifestyle and momentum has gone awry, no thanks to Enchanter. i really wished i didn't came across it in my brother's room.
so yes the prophecy walks. the Icraii fly. everyone lives for Axis, including me, who served the prophecy for exactly 589 pages (not including the glossary) and around 10 hours, from 1pm to 3am (minus around three hours and a half for breaks).
Alas, Enchanter, being neglected by my brother, is not very clean and soon smudged my fingers (and the switch for the light in my bathroom) gloriously black. and when i turned on the tap for running water, i got such a big shock and was so 'mazed 'mazed (the merchant's tale. haha.)by it that i gave a huge gasp. instead of allowing water to flow through, my tap started spitting air (the first spit being its most tremendous) and making regurgitating sounds. needless to say, there was no trickle of water. and i almost choked on that gasp. -_-"
and i just recieved horrible updates on the impending and imminent r papers. ah, woe! woe!
anyhows, i'm tired, both from trying to go through the day normally with a servere lack of sleep without taking an afternoon nap and from trying to chopstick my hair and hoping for it to hold.
but thank goodness it is noon no longer and my arms have since stopped protesting (chopsticking considerably thick hair which stubbornly refuse to be chopsticked is a good way to tone up biceps. haha.) if only there's an enchantment for chopsticking hair.
okay. too much of the Star Song.
so yea. i'm outta here. till next time!
after looking at e the nssn photos, i think my eyes are like getting smaller and smaller. argh. i look absolutely ghastly. not enough sleep i guess. my eyes are in danger of vanishing into nothing. okay that's it. i'm gonna sleep early every night. if possible. geez. and i've been like telling myself to do just that since e beginning of hols. anyhows, i'm out of here. off for dinner! =)
christmas is tomorrow!!!!! yay =) and after spending 3 and a half hour wrapping 8 presents on wednesday, in which i cut myself with a penknife (by accident, of course. BOO.), got tsktsk-ed much by my mom and laughed at by my dad (horrible horrible), shopped for presents on thursday and spent another 1 and a half more hours wrapping another three more presents when i got home (improvement! yay.), and spending half the day out yesterday with my two of my jewel girls (well, bitches. haha.) squeezing through the crowds and doing last minute shopping in orchard, i definitely feel the festive air in this joyful season.
nssn was not bad. minus all the wrong notes i played, that is. haha. =) band chalet on mon was fun too! =)
i never knew so many people knew it was my birthday today! there were a few nice surprises, and in the end i had one of my best birthday ever!
" Rules of the game. Post 5 weird things and random facts about yourself. Then at the end of the list 5 names that are in line to do this. Don't forget to leave a comment 'you are tagged' in their blog to read yours. "
You Belong in London 
A little old fashioned, and a little modern.
A little traditional, and a little bit punk rock.
A unique woman like you needs a city that offers everything.
No wonder you and London will get along so well.You Are Midtown 
You love so many things, you don't fit into any one label.
Your city girl persona goes to a fancy restaurant one night and a dive bar the next.Your Element is Fire 
Your power color: red
Your energy: hot
Your season: spring
Like a fire, you are full of power and light.
A born leader, you easily draw people toward you.
You are full of courage and usually up for anything dangerous.
You have a huge ego and love to be the center of attention.Men See You As Understated 
You are an intreguing mix of girl and woman.
You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men.
Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you.
You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know wellYou Are a Feminine Beauty! 
You make any guy feel like a man, simply by standing next to him
You have a classic womanly appeal - and you've got a look for every occasion
This doesn't mean that you can't kick back in (designer) jeans and sneakers
You just prefer to be girly and sweet as often as possibleYou Are a Skin Deep Sweetheart 
You may be supermodel gorgeous or a plain Jane.
It really doesn't matter, because you're confident and secure.
You don't go out looking like a slob, but you are low maintenance.
You have better things to worry about than whether your nails are the right shade!
but as all can see, i spent one day and a half wrapping presents, and another one day and a half shopping for presents, i have effectively spent all of my precious three days not doing any work. and after christmas its one more week to r papers! *groans* aw shucks.
and its hard to be in a good mood when my fav purple became black! and i can't remove it no matter how hard i tried!! arghh. there's nothing sadder than having your fav piece of clothing ruined. AND my hairband broke yest! my glittery one. the one that i always wear. nothing's sadder than not being able to wear your fav and most convenient reliable hair accessory sigh.
however, tis' the season to be jolly! (falalalala lalalala. =) and thank goodness there's gonna be lots of yummy-licious food! comfort food here i come!
so, merry christmas everyone! enjoy yourselves and have a blessed christmas! just study twice as hard after that, and hopefully without the dropping of any sub.
anyhows, may god bless you and bless me and bless everyone! hohoho. merry christmas! =)
was just reflecting on everything that i've been through in these past few days, and really, i've never ever ever felt so blessed in my life! to everyone who made me feel so special and loved, a really really really really really BIG thank you! i love all of you, every single one of you, to bits and pieces, and so much much more =)=)=)=)=)=)=)))))))
praise the lord and may he bless everyone of you too! =)))
to chelle, janice, yongqi, amelia, xinyu, imad, shawn, chonghui, chiewshan, louisa, cam, janice, peifang, zihua, arrifin, john, xiwei, fel, karin, nicole, elinor, andrew, timothy, zhiyuan, charissa, marcus, qiyan, xiaocui, huimin, valerie, and finally, to qixin and joan, thank you for making this such a wonderful day! oh and not forgetting my family! *hey vin! are you reading this? haha!* =) i love you people! and joan and qixin, i love you girls!! *a big big bigg hug* what will i do without you both? =)) much much much love! <3 and an even wider smile! =D awww..
okays i'm being retarded. i know. but pardon me. its the age lag. i'm catching up on seventeen! its not easy ageing several years in one day know. haha. its like having jet lag! haha! =)
i'm sick though. oh man. the flute flu caught up with me and because of that i can't go to xiwei's bbq. i'm sorry guys! =(
and dammit, concert's tmr! and i'm sick. bleah. great. and i'm feeling like a whale now. a Not So Silent Night, eh?
anyhows, to the other ppl who in one way or another made my birthday special, thank you so so much and may god bless you! lovee! *manimani hearts, hugs and kisses!* =))
Your Birthdate: December 16 
You're incredibly introverted and introspective. You live inside your head.
You spend a lot of alone time meditating and thinking.
People see you as withdrawn, and at times they are right.
You are caring and deep, but it may be difficult for you to show this side of yourself.
Your strength: Your original approach to thinking
Your weakness: You tend to shy away from others
Your power color: Pale blue
Your power symbol: Wavy line
Your power month: July
uhm. oh well. i think i was born on the wrong day.You Have a Choleric Temperament 
You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.
You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.
At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.You Are Rudolph 
Sweet and shy, you tend to be happiest when you're making someone else happy.
Why You're Naughty: You sometimes stick that nose where it doesn't belong
Why You're Nice: Christmas would be a sad affair without you!You Are 40% Weird 
Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it!
1. random? okay. erm. hi i'm cynthia! that random enough?
kays that was retarded. er. how about this. i'm missing S43's class chalet! i can't go cos there's band tmr morning and the chalet's at sentosa =(
2.baked quiche with my mom on tues! and it was yummy-licious! haha. can't wait to bake it again. =)
3. i miss school! all e fun and all e ppl and yes, the exercise! oh man. i really seriously need to exercise. this is going to be an extra sinful week with all the quiche and pasta and cakes and bleah bleah. and maybe including qixin's yummy chocolate whatever-you-call-that.
4. i don't think before i speak. yeps. but i'm trying to change that! er. if you notice, that is. sheesh.
5. the last one! okays! its right now 5 minutes to my my birthday! haha. yays. happy birthday to me!=) psst! chelle! when are we gonna meet up?!
who: -qixin -nicole -charissa -andrew -vincent!
What are you hiding?
You are hiding Love. You are in love with some one you either shouldn't be inlove with, or it would never work. Try to express these feelings to this person, even if it seems wrong, cause love is oxygen! All you need is love. And, it won't hurt to try to figure out why you love them, and if it really is love, and not just an infatuation. If you really have to hide it tho, just keep up the good work, cause if no one has found out yet, you're doing a good job.
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hmmm. -.^ oh wells. the guy in the picture looks like he's carrying a dead person. haha.
Stupidly dying...You're going to be an idiot and die a stupid way that could easily be prevented, like running with scissors, falling, and getting stabbed with them. Congratulations. Take this quiz!
gosh. this is like, so bleak. lol.
-the shadow of your smile
managed to do a lil bit of work today! congrets cyn. like, FINALLY. sigh. i really must buck up.
yays just relinked yongqi to my blog. my gentlewoman! haha.
things may not always appear to be what they are. everyone is putting up a facarde, whether they like it or not, whether they intended for it to be or not. things just are. eveyone starts out the same. what matters is what we carve out of life for ourselves, the way we script our lives to the way we want it to be. what matters most is what we make out of our lives for ourselves.
Someday We'll Know
anyows, went to far east to get the remaining of the sashes. and know what? they didn't have stock! argh. i felt so cheated. the guy told me sat will have stock and today's sun!! arrghh. was freaking freaking pissed at everyone and everything. BAH. i mean, i know that the guy was trying to help, and its not his fault that there is no stock, but, argh. and his "help" just irritated the hell out of me. so i was rolling my eyes at pratically everything he said, and he saw. OMG. i'm NEVER going back to that shop again man. oh no. bleahs.
i'm supposed to be attempting e 3D trigo online tutorial! but as all can see, i'm failing miserably. as usual. boo.
ms rajan's wedding reception was nice, with all the many bridesmaids and rose petals and all. but then again, all wedding receptions are nice. poor roses. their petals looked kinda sad after being trampled on and i almost slipped on one. geez.
anyhows, talking about weddings, i just caught up with a friend after like, 2 years. it turned out that his brother has already married his girlfriend and they are going to have a kid soon. wow. its kinda amazing, the number of things that can happen in two years. the last time his brother and his girlfriend weren't even engaged. gosh. how time flies. time really is precious. sigh. nostalgia nostalgia.
oh yes. roses. vjcsb will be holdinga concert on the 17th of december, at730pm, ticket $8, at vjc. we will also be selling roses on that day to raise funds. so please buy the roses k? =)
You taste like wine. You have a bittersweet
sophistication. Your fine sensibilities and
delicate flavors intoxicate those around you.
How do you taste?
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hmmm i think its kinda cool. never thought i would taste like wine. and i don't think and i'm sophiscated, ie. i think that my quiz results is kinda.. not accurate, huh. haha. anyhows, went to far east with qixin andrew and zhiyuan. walked around looking at our options and trying to decide what colour our ties and sashes should be. and we don't have much options! gosh. every colour was like taken. so the guys finally settled on ties of ambiguous colours (e metallic kind that chages colour under different light and perspective.) and we girls had a sash which is actually a shawl with 2 different shades of blue. it isn't really sequinted, but i hope the teachers pass them. i don't want to waste my time looking around the shops for sashes anymore!
ms rajan's wedding is tomorrow and i don't know what to wear! bleah. have to start thinking and rummaging my wardrobe! okays i'm off to watch my 9 o'clock show! ciao~! =)
and so we must note that being over-egoistical does not lead to a good direction in our lives. we will also find that being thick skinned and stubborn in turn might not serve us well. and neither does aggressively showcasing your own fantastic skills and talents (eg. semiquavers that vibrato), for that matter. heh.
It must be borne in mind that the tragedy of life does not lie in not reaching your goal. The tragedy of life lies in having no goal to reach.
goodness. i think we're starting a hate campaign. its no good. okays. i shall be nice and really try to tolerate, and be a nice person. i mean, who knows? really, one can't really reeally be as bad as that, right? hmmm.
okay my brain's not accepting an attitude transplant. heh. but i promise to try. whenever my soul and mind is ready to take it. haha!
missed lunching at delifrance with mummy and bros today! boo. not fair. and it always happens when i'm not around. rahh. anyhows, our props are ready! yays. no need to bother about it anymore.
went looking around for orange sash. OMGosh. it was unbelievably hard to find la. parkway don't have, found a not bad one at this fashion at singpost. but they only have 2 pieces and we need 6. and they don't have any more stock. so yea. spotlight didn't have anything and far east only have the ugly version. that sick yellow-orange colour. boo. so yea. we've all given up hope of ever finding one orange sash. or rather, 6 of em. ahas.
argh. i really have to get over this down-in-e-pits feeling. bah. its disgusting and making my days dreary. Its not good. nopes. not at all. so i've got to do sth about it. right? bah. i'm losing momentum. p=mv. yeaa. dynamics. i've got to start attcking my physics notes!
In the book of life, the answers aren't in the back. hmmm. thank goodness the answers are in the back of my physics tys. haha. anyhows, i've decided to go slp early today and work hard tmr! no more reading for me!
Tomorrow is the most important thing in life. Comes into us at midnight very clean. It's perfect when it arrives and it puts itself in our hands. It hopes we've learned something from yesterday. - true true. how apt! :)
Ninety miles outside Chicargo
I can't stop driving I don't know why
So many questions, I need an answer
Two years later, you're still on my mind
Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart
Who holds the stars up in the sky
Cuz true love is just once in a lifetime
Did the captain of the Titanic cry?
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you
Does anybody know the way to Atlantits?
What the wind says when she comes
I'm speeding by the place that I met you
For the ninty-seventh time, tonight
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know that I was the one for you
I want to take you to the end of the rainbow
Watch the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why aren't you here with me, tonight?
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know that I was the one for you
argh. i'm feeling myself slide down. losing confidence and everything. losing me. this is bad. all it takes is just one look. gosh. absoultely unbelievable. somebody save me! bah. 
You're AURORA from SLEEPING BEAUTY!
A girlie girl who loves to look pretty, you're a
little bad at making your mind up. You love to
sleep in for hours - sometimes a hundred years!
- and when you're not sleeping, you have a big
imagination and daydream a lot. You may not be
that intelligent and often wait for people to
do things for you, but others love you for your
laidback, dreamy ways and deep relationship
with animals and nature. You're a bit of a home
girl, but you like to be outside and love to
dance like the trees you love. You think all
princesses should be beautiful and strive to be
so. With your sweetness and softness, Prince
Phillip would fall in love with you at once...
But if I know you, I know what you'll do, you'll
love me at once, the way you did once upon a
dream...
Which Disney Princess Are You?
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