My sweet charade.

`my swirls-*

Monday, October 17

THAT regrettable ignorance.

how was i to know that these two worlds are so different?
they say,
that ignorance is bliss.

and that, by the way, i think, is so very wrong.

caught in between,
tangled in that silvery web that catches and holds,
spellbound.

that silver mist that slips and creeps around the edges of closed doors of emotions,
that silver mist that intrudes,
that silver mist that cloggs up your brain.

toeing the thin red line between these two worlds,
i now see how very wrong everything had been.
everything.

all that has a begining, has an end.

yes, and everything had been wrong from the very begining till the very last end.

is there nothing more bitter then regret?

understanding of how these two worlds operate was limited,
and human arrogance unbridled idioticracy.

but now i know better.
i can only stay in one,
and i sure as hell don't want to stay in the other. non.

so. you were wrong. i was wrong. we were wrong. all was wrong.

there is nothing better than to heap blame onto someone else's plate.
its now time for me to take a serving of it.

-light travels faster than sound.

that's why most people seem bright until you hear them speak.

`swirl me away
5:50 PM