`my swirls-*
Sunday, October 30

=)

and all at once, you suddenly find everything coming back to you,

'cos what goes around comes around.

now things don't seem so funny after all, huh.

you asked for it, and now you've got it.

you're paying your due, dude!





i won't snigger.





i promise.





(:







-you don't temper and mess with a heart.

`swirl me away
10:33 PM

`my swirls-*
Wednesday, October 26

i can't wait for sleepovers! ahas.

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now daddy tells me today that we might be going overseas during the hols. wth?

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pw at 9 tmr!

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okays. how come everyone seems to prefer physics to chemistry?

i'm gonna suffer from post physics depression. soon.

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its time to stop decieving and sending myself into dillusions. c'mon girl.




-A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory.

`swirl me away
10:25 PM

`my swirls-*
Tuesday, October 25

kettle chips.

i'm bored. ever since the school curriculum stopped, everyday is like a pw day. its OP OP OP and PW PW PW. whatever.

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went school at 10 to prepare for OP dry run. had to fix our model! darren's group supposed to go first at 11 but because of miss zihua, our group went first. wasn't prepared. at least, i wasn't. hees.

went pw lunching with zihua's group, minus peifang. gelare. got caught in the rain. wanted to stay at gelare's and play cards till it the rain clears but it only got heavier. totally drenched. it was like damn heavy? and scary. the thunder and lightning. bleah. seeked shelter in BK. then into parkway. half frozen. spent time in treats. ate bak chor mee with hen duo hen duo lah jiao. *glares at hon fai* haha.

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mummy wasn't free so couldn't go heel hunting at charles and keith. anyhows, i shouldn't complain, cos i already got like what.. 5 new pairs of heels? cos mummy bought another 2 pairs recently. for herself, but since we have the same shoe size. haha. oh wells. shoes and heels are meant to be worn. =)

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you. don't send me tumbling. don't topple my equilibrium. please.

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cravings cravings cravings.

buy me kettle chips right now and i'll love you forever!

the honey dijon one please!(:

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mummy found it hilarious when i told her tomorrow's morning assembly's at 11.

hehe.

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alrighty! till tmr. BYE!





-i want kettle chips. NOW.

`swirl me away
10:59 PM

`my swirls-*
Monday, October 24

PW!

well. pw pw pw. i tink the model we created was rather cool. from cardboards to files to bottles. haha. our pw group name is officially changed to the Mosquitoes No More Book Club, with all of us reading books written by best selling authors. and not forgetting dan the man. peifang has taken upon herself to torture and abduct the poor little dog, Bomb. yiling prefers the UHU glue. haha!

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was so hungry today i couldn't support my notes during sectionals. i'm sounding more and more like a punctured tyre everytime i play a note on the flute.

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this is my blog, and my space to express my thoughts and whatsoever. so there's no need for explanations. if you don't understand, then don't try to. yeps. comprehende?

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okay. i shall now go and write my OP script. BYE!




-I hear the crystal raindrops fall
On the window down the hall
And it becomes the morning dew

`swirl me away
9:39 PM

`my swirls-*
Sunday, October 23

sway

okays. so promos sucked. big deal. so i have to take 3 R papers. big deal. bah.

okay. so maybe its kinda a big deal after all. so what. big deal. i'm still gonna go job hunting.

hees!

anyhows, my promos sucked, and no thanks to you. idiot.

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went out with my darling bitches yesterday! had soo much fun! cartel! ps! cine! neoprint neoprints! pictures! kiss kiss! i bet everyone in cartel thinks that we are a whole big bunch of lesbians. haha! didn't realised i missed all of you so damn much. bah. we must quickly plan our next outing! and i LOVE the ALDDS! lol! Lovee!

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vjcsb christmas concert! 17th dec, 730pm at vjc performance theatre. not so silent night! tickets anyone? =)

oh and birthday present(s) too pls! if not no entry. haha. =p

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qixin and joan moved over. and there goes my sanity. BOO. but -surprise!- i'm still surviving. haha. okay fine. i'm exaggerating. it isn't that bad. but joan and qixin are my sanity..........

okays whatever. drama drama drama. tsk.

haha.

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i need more sectionals! i swear, my tone is positively revolting and well, disgusting. and that's not all. i can't stuccato without sounding like some punctured tyre and my sight reading is absolute trash. and my tuning is.. heh. sorry andrew. heh.

sometimes i find myself really seriously considering re-taking my piano grade8 exam. should i?

okay. --------->no link<----------

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sat morning saw the university talks. and after that, i'm very inspired to enter NUS due to its many combinations (pronounced as combine-nations) and the very established faculties ( pronounce fark-carl-ties please.) yea. heh. whatever.

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i promised to start work tomorrow! yes! i MUST start work tmr!

and OP. *groans* argh.

but never mind. it'll all be over on the 8th!

and i still have to continue to work....

bleahs.

so bleak. i'm starting to see what ted hughes saw. bleak bleak bleak bleak bleak...

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Make me thrill as only you know how,
Sway me smooth, sway me now





-Stay with me, sway with me

`swirl me away
8:45 PM

`my swirls-*
Monday, October 17

THAT regrettable ignorance.

how was i to know that these two worlds are so different?
they say,
that ignorance is bliss.

and that, by the way, i think, is so very wrong.

caught in between,
tangled in that silvery web that catches and holds,
spellbound.

that silver mist that slips and creeps around the edges of closed doors of emotions,
that silver mist that intrudes,
that silver mist that cloggs up your brain.

toeing the thin red line between these two worlds,
i now see how very wrong everything had been.
everything.

all that has a begining, has an end.

yes, and everything had been wrong from the very begining till the very last end.

is there nothing more bitter then regret?

understanding of how these two worlds operate was limited,
and human arrogance unbridled idioticracy.

but now i know better.
i can only stay in one,
and i sure as hell don't want to stay in the other. non.

so. you were wrong. i was wrong. we were wrong. all was wrong.

there is nothing better than to heap blame onto someone else's plate.
its now time for me to take a serving of it.




-light travels faster than sound.
that's why most people seem bright until you hear them speak.

`swirl me away
5:50 PM

`my swirls-*
Saturday, October 15

open house!

vjc's open house was crazy. haha. started out quite fun, but became super tired and quite sianded as we kept on missing the tsd performance. BAH. missed marcus's performance!! rahh. but still. the mass dances were crazy, even though i din really know how to dance. ended up sweating like a pig. hees!

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daddy came back from china today! hees. went to the airport to fetch him and sawt zhuo yi and his family plus daphne. had gelare.

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okays. i'm gonna go read my books now. haha. btw, the national library is a wonderful place. with kinda expansive lockers. hees.








-at the sight of you, the temperature dropped.
and the world froze over.

`swirl me away
10:01 PM

`my swirls-*
Wednesday, October 12

its over!

it has been quite some time since i last updated my blog. too lazy to update. hees. alrights. some stuff that are worth blogging about.

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y shoe/fashion crisis that began ever since my last pair of heels spoilt is OVER! yays! went shopping with mummy and bought 2 pairs of heels and a nice top =)

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'm finally free! yes! no more cumbersome thoughts and feelings that are at odds with each other. no more need for the manymany bothersome considerations and no more heavy weight! haha. this freedom is really... Rejuvenating. refreshing. light. whatever you call it. but i'm enjoying it. haha. i really wonder why did i want to get into that yok in the first place. reaminds me of januarie =x okays fine. so i was self deluded? haha. whatever. doesn't matter a single bit now. nopes. not one. heees. what matters is i've thought through it. and i'm enjoying myself now(:

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had lit makeup yest also. my first glass menagerie tut. apparently my class is very behind time. others already had like 2 or 3 GM tuts and yesterday's was on;y our first. and i was late la. aft went lunching with the lit ppl at pp. met up with chelle and mandy! but had to leave early, so didn't catch up much with the girls.

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okay. i hope you've enjoyed your cheap thrills. hah. so now u and i are quits.

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went to town with qixin, charissa, nicole and alvin just now after band. ate at pasta mania, looked around in esprit. went through it really quick without really looking at the clothes cos i'm broke (and i gather everyone is too). then qixin wanted to go zara. went through it rather quick too. sorry girl we didn't really look at the clothes there. but we will next time okay? lovee!

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okay. now el cumbanchero's tune is stuck inside my head. tum tumtumtum tumtumtum ta-dum.....

whee~!




-hey. look. its OVER

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~cumberchero! cumbercumberchero!! =D

`swirl me away
5:54 PM

`my swirls-*
Friday, October 7

mummy! its over!!

oh man. its over. but it sure doesn't feel like it. physics sucked. i didn't do like the whole of question 2 of the last section. so that's 20 marks gone. damn! forgot everything about gravitation. and did practice doing a few gravitation problems! freak. alright. no after-exams-euphoria. cos i'm like.. mentally prepared to take 4 re-promo papers in nov. or dec. or maybe next year. i dunno. hahas. hopefully they won't deem me as a lost cause and retain me immediately. bleahs. but. argh. what a sneaky way to get promoted! so.. back-door.

wadever.

ahas. ate at pizza hut with s43. again. everytime there's a class outing we always seem to end up in pizza hut. all around singapore. let's think of new places to go, ppl. lol. walked around in orchard till my feet hurt. went to cam's house and learned to play mahjong. or at least i tried. hahas. peimin was teaching me and i tink i'm a bad student. she kept explaining and i kept nodding my head. but i still don't understand. hees. but its kinda addictive i tink.

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i just heard an interesting piece of news. hees.

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i'm off to play solitare. whee~!

`swirl me away
9:40 PM






cyn. 161288. victorian. vjc 05S43. vjcsb. tpjc (1st 3mths) 05S31. tksian. tkband. khs. flautist =)




all that i hold dear. besties(: and lovely lovely friends. family. shopping, reading, lazing around. sweet, pretty, striking colours. swirls. stripes. ice cream, chocolate, and the same few constants.


chelle. lijuaan. janice. yong qi. amelia. wenting. vincent. allena. meow. rach. kim. stef. andrew. qixin(= charissa. tracy. fujing. Junrong. jiening. xinyu. anna.

vjc 05S43-*.
atiqah. camillus. chiew shan. chin chong. darren. francis. janice. louisa. timothy.

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05/2005. 06/2005. 07/2005. 08/2005. 09/2005. 10/2005. 11/2005. 12/2005. 01/2006. 02/2006. 03/2006. 04/2006. 05/2006. 06/2006. 07/2006. 08/2006. 09/2006. 10/2006. 11/2006. 12/2006. 01/2007. 02/2007. 03/2007. 04/2007. 05/2007.

[Hugs-*]

angel candy.