My sweet charade.

`my swirls-*

Thursday, September 15

crumble

well here i go again, i see the crystal visions.
i keep the visions to myself,
it's only me that wants wrap around your dreams and have you any dreams you'd like to sell?

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as far as i can see, the future looks bleak. totally. in every single way. argh

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Even though it made me dependent, i thank god that that the people and things closest to me have always stayed beside me even through the biggest mega change in my life.

however in life one must still face the inevitable.

i've been finding myself facing my biggest fear of being alone more often than not this year.

again, again, and yet again.

The thought of being thrown into a situation alone scares the hell out of me.

so i'm happy to say that so far, i've tried to make the best out of everything i have, and i'm surviving. just barely, but still surviving nonetheless.

but they come with adverse effects. ahas.

oh well...

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i gonna see them leave me! argh.

alrights. i'm not gonna go around moping.

i shall make the best out of what i have, come what may.

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i'm still trying to find myself. isn't this what life mostly is about? so. please understand and let me be.

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okays this entry is a mish mash of thoughts.

i'm not gonna mope around. so, so not.

umm... yeah! (=

-break and crumble

`swirl me away
5:56 PM