starburst
she is going to try, and try.
though she knows full well,
of the emotional and mental drains.
she knows,
she will be exhausted.
*
star light,
star bright..
*
she tries and tries.
emotional and mental drains.
exhaustive.
*
the first star you see tonight.
*
she is trying and trying.
emotionally and mentally draining.
so exhausting.
*
starburst!
oh that brilliant streak of light,
glittering in the velvety soft night sky.
a falling star.
*
reach.
*
she tried and tried.
she is emotionally and mentally drained.
so, so very exhausted.
*
the star nestled in her palm,
glowing.
delicate.
gently,
protectively,
she closed her palm,
even as her heart sang with joy,
and soared,
riding on waves of delight.
happy, she opened up her palm again.
and the soft hue winked out.
she stared,
into the limitless depths of nothingness
she now held in her cold hands.
the black mouth of devastation devoured her.
*
she tried.
ahas. the product of a boring physics lecture. hees. okays fine. i know it was my fault that i din bring my notes. hees.
today was a darn long day. 9 periods of lessons straight without a break. argh. at least chaucer is done. yays!! and i dun tink i deserve my grade for my chaucer essay. oh! speaking of my essay, its still with peifang. ahhh!! okays that was outta e point but i'm kinda curious at what mr ho sees in my essay. ha.
math tut was also a complete goner. i din bring tut 8.3, and my 5.2 is in a mess. a BIG mess. oh wells. complex numbers are just so.. complex! hahas. ya i noe i'm making manymany excuses. hees. but wadeheck. can't care less. waha.
okays. anyhows, i was rottin during math tut and therefore, i decided to do something to stop myself from falling asleep. so here's what i came up with.
moon.
- CENSORED -
(ahas. paiseh. but i tink this is a really disgusting.piece of work.)
okays. so this is a rather lame piece of work, but hahas. i was trying not to fall asleep during mr wong's lessons. heh. actually thinking back now, mr wong reminds me of mr loke, jus that mr wong has a louder voice and is a lil wee bit more confident. ahas. mr loke. hahas. memories. those were the days. (:
- mental note to self: sometimes things just don't go your way.
