`my swirls-*
Saturday, July 23

there are many things in life that are unfathomable. unpredictable. and you feel like you don't deserve the things that happen to you. i guess this is all part of life. what goes round comes round. what doesn't go round also comes round.


why?why why?


this wasn't deserved. never. could never be.


i noe your heart bleeds. mine bleeds too. but yet i'm like an outsider. detached. mabbe its my defensive shield that i've put into place. or mabbe i've just accepted it and it had became a fact, a part of my life. its as though it just is. or mabbe its been that bad for a period of time such that i'm not surprised that it has gotten worse. ya. mabbe that's it. i feel for you, i ache too. my heart is also shattered. the change wasn't great, but i have to admit, my life have never been the same since. i'm sure your life have never been the same since too. i can see it. in your eyes. in your actions.


trust is such a fragile thing. it shatters. and its hard to piece back together. trust is e basis of everything. everything is built on trust. when its gone, everything is gone. trust builds things. trust destroys. its destruction is.. hah.


sometimes i just wonder. i wonder.


this bond, this yok is beautiful.


to hell with it.


i can never feel what you feel. i can only catch a glimpse of it.


the hurt comes again and again. it tears at you.


i'm sorry for all the things i've done.


i guess i wan't mature enough. but i hope i am now. at least, mature enough to understand things.


my life have never been the same since.


i've seen what life can do to you.


you are strong. i know you are. please carry on being strong.


i don't know how i am going to carry on if you arn't.


whatever you do, i'll be behind you.


just know that whatever decisions you make, i'll respect it. and i'll support you.


fight on. carry on.


i love you. <3

`swirl me away
11:41 AM






cyn. 161288. victorian. vjc 05S43. vjcsb. tpjc (1st 3mths) 05S31. tksian. tkband. khs. flautist =)




all that i hold dear. besties(: and lovely lovely friends. family. shopping, reading, lazing around. sweet, pretty, striking colours. swirls. stripes. ice cream, chocolate, and the same few constants.


chelle. lijuaan. janice. yong qi. amelia. wenting. vincent. allena. meow. rach. kim. stef. andrew. qixin(= charissa. tracy. fujing. Junrong. jiening. xinyu. anna.

vjc 05S43-*.
atiqah. camillus. chiew shan. chin chong. darren. francis. janice. louisa. timothy.

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angel candy.