in life, when someone tells of his or her experiences, be it good or bad, it is hard for one to actually put oneself into e person's shoes and feel what e other person feels.
when you see someone's plight in life, its like watching a drama series on television. except that now you're now watching it on screen. call it reality show. hah.
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so many things have happened and i am glad that i've come to realise what is going on in my life, and around me. these things are so clase to my heart, but yet they seem so far away. whatever it is, i'm glad that they've shown me what life actually is. i'm glad that they had given a chance for me to see things in another light. i hope that i'm able to think in a more mature way now. i hope. hehes.
but there's still this small little teeny weeny part of me wanting to break away from reality and just DREAM.
just act on my whims and fancies, and sit there the whole day and think how nice it will be to slide down from one end of e rainbow to another and fall on cotton candy clouds (now that was e sweet-tooth talking).
just wanting to view the world through rose-tinted glasses (with probably a million spare pairs because i noe that life's clumsy and when one breaks i'll still haf nine hundred ninety-nine thousand nine hundred and ninety-nine pairs to wear. 999999 pairs. in short that's one million minus one pair. hehehes.) and believe what i see.
i just want to believe that this world is full of care.
that everyday is bright and sunny. (actually, with singapore's defination sunny, i'll rather a cloudy day).
hmm. loooks like e small part of me isn't small at all, huh. hees.
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i've got FLU!!!!! arfgh. so irritating. and i've got this bitter and brittle and dry feeling at e back of my throat. BAH. now i go everywhere sniffing and asking for tissue paper. RAHH.
e panadol hot relief drink for flu/cold thing isn't lemon flavored. its lemon SEED flavored. yuks.
looking forward to playing stress tmr =)
cyn.
161288.
victorian.
vjc 05S43.
vjcsb.
tpjc (1st 3mths) 05S31.
tksian.
tkband.
khs.
flautist =)
all that i hold dear.
besties(: and lovely lovely friends.
family.
shopping, reading, lazing around.
sweet, pretty, striking colours.
swirls. stripes.
ice cream, chocolate, and the same few constants.