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Monday, May 30

eeeks!!! jabs!

rahh. todae's a horrible dae. went jogging in e morn with my mum and bros. just aft i finished running i had severe stomach cramps/aches/pains/wadeva u call it. its was damn pain laas. i couldn't even walk or stand up. my mom had to run back home to get e car to fetch me. hmph.

whoever said that singaporeans lack compassion apparently hadn't had severe stomach cramps/aches/pains/wadevaer u call it in a park before. i was sitting on e ground when ppl stopped by and asked if i was okay. well. usually i dun mind this unusual display of compassion from e public, but the thing is that i was in great pain. i couldn't even speak. hmm. and for one thing, singaporeans sure are persistant. they will keep on asking and asking if i was okay and keep on pestering me to tell them wads wrong. din help that out of e 7 ppl or so who showed concern for me, 5 of em were old aunties and uncles, or shuld say, senior citizens. anywaes i had no choice but to smile at them and pull my self up from e ground to e nearest bench to show and demostrate to them that i was ok. oh wells. they were concerned for me. i can't complain.

anywaes my mama came (aft quite a long time, but i also cannot complain, cos my mom isn't exactly a sprinter or anything near athletic) and luckily she brought with her a plastic bag. phew. i din exactly threw up, considering i din eat anything in e morn, but disgestive juices came out. ya. to make it more gruesome, the force which was trying to repel stuff from my stomach was so great that some of e disgestive juice was forced out of my nose. *shrug* oh wells. guess my mouth or throat wasn't big enuff so it had to find sum alternative way/route. hmmm....

from experience, my mom brought me to e hospital, since e same thing happened to me last yr. hmm. coming to tink of it, i tink i happened during e june hols too, just that it happened abt e end of e hols. hmmm.. talking about e biological clock of e body. my bod's biological clock seem to be working rather fine, huh, if not a lil faster. anywaes thank lord for having a hopsital nearby. if not i wuld have fainted. anywaes, e doc gave me a jab. on e butt. e jab lsat year was not as painful as this year's. ouch. and e jab costed my parents another 120 bucks. double ouch. rahh.

came back and slept like e whole morn. yupps. and then couldn't see bee cos he had to help his dad with sth. at first both of us thought that he could come my house since i asn't allowed to leave mine. but later he had even more things on. so wells. so sad. rahh. anywaes i'll be a good girl and stay at home to study todae. since i'm not allowed to go anywhere else. sigh.

boooo.

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2:09 PM

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Sunday, May 29

in rememberance of jean.

i noe this is almost a week late, but i guess i needed time to accept it. this week had really been a roller coaster ride of emotions for me.

i've been thinking of you for the many past days.

i believe that each and every one of us miss you, think of you, and mourn for you in our own way.

you were part of us, part of the band. you were someone who contributed significantly to e band. in a way, in your own way, you held the band together and made all e golds in indoor and best display band awards in outdoor possible for us. you came to us as our UM, and you will also leave as our UM. each and every single one of us are interconnected. all for one, one for all. no one can stand or work alone.

we are all going on with our lives, knowing that you're in a much happier place.

your battle has ended.

death is part and parcel of life.

we have to accept that and what the Lord have in store for you.

your memories will always be with us and we will always remember you.

it is hard not to.

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10:59 AM

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Saturday, May 28

i'm sooooo super de duper bored... RAHH.

bought flowers. heheees. 2 roses and 2 dunno-wads-e-flowers-called. hee. shir bought e red one for wl. i bought a white and pink one for gab. hehees. his fav colour's white, budden gif white rose like so kuku. so gave one that's nice and not fully white. and e rose's so cute summore. open up sure very nice one. hehees. budden. i tink e rose wun survive to see e light of e next dae. so can forget about seeing it open up nice nice oleadi.

anyawes guitar nite was okay laas. not too bad. got a few nice songs. heeees. then got bush and jia shin to crap around with. haha. i tink we were all acting like idiots. as always. lols.

made a mess aft guitar nite. hehes. took whipped cream and smeared them all over xiwei's face. haha. budden aft that he came and attacked me. slapped whip cream on my back. but at least mine wasn't as bad as fel's.

then aft that i was cleaning up in e female toilet when i was attacked. by xiwei bush and gabriel. i was hiding in e cubicle then they came and poured water all over me laas. very very good. i had no where to run in e small cubicle so e only thing i could do is to scream and scream and scream. sum help it did. rahh. my shirt was like wet la. kuku idiots. hmmfph. then when i came out they ran away. hum ji. run away from a girl. booos. heheees. anywae all in all it was rather fun laas so wells, no complaints. except that i stank of whipped cream after that. it smells like some milk gone bad. yikes! esp in e bus wit e air con and all. eee-yer. *shudders*

todae damn sian. went out everydae for e last 3 daes and came back damn late. if i go out again todae my mom will sure scream her head off at me. boo.

so poor me's stuck at home doing nth ( dun feel like studying) and slacking away for e whole day.

rotting..........

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12:11 PM

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Thursday, May 26

sore throat! argh. horrible.

watched soccer match yest. against mj. rahh. they won!! mj won!! argh! cannot believe it laas. and on some stupid sudden death thingy summore. cannot believe it. 5-6 summore! that one kick!!! argh!!!! and there goes our supposed to be half day treat. *pulls hair*

e guy who din kick e ball in must be damn sad. i feel very bad for him too. but never mind. it was really some match. i screames and screamed until dunno wad happened i got gastric or sth my stomach suddenly became very pain. its like sudden one la. woah. then i cheer halfway with zihua then she suddenly see me "disappear". heee. oh and at e begining of e match i suddenly spilled my drink on someone. woops =X i dunno who's that but i heard someone call her justina. i hope she doesn't mind. heee. sorry..

todae we planned to go to e beach cos expecting half dae. so i only brought extra change of clothes and nothings else. wells. who noes. there were no half dae and full dae. great. i din even bring my pencil box.

ponned math lect with chiew shan. no point in going la. no notes and no anything.

wanted to go fe e hockey match but in e end diidn't go. cos like so damn sian laas. plus i got a sore throat. boos. went to bee's house instead and slept for an hour. aft tha net up with gab karin and fel to buy xiwei's pres. heheeeees... when he go for supper wit us tmr he's gonna die. hehe.

tmr haf full dae!! i hope. =) hockey girls won rj. hockey boys din but wells... i dun tink it'll affect e full dae. off to east coast we go! woohoo!

yays tmr haf guitar nite! got ppl playing solo summore. all e best to e soloist. do your best ya.. no stress no stress. sayang sayang.. i'll be there for u to zi chi ni okies baby? =D

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9:23 PM

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Tuesday, May 24

pw. argh.

todae's a damn long dae laas. rahh. being haunted by pw. super irritating.

morning went to check on our old idea and found that not only is it used, there are other more high tech stuff out there. like windows with smoke and sun detectors as well, together with rain detectors. not only that, they can be turned 180 degress for easy cleaning. its like.. oooohmymama! rahh. they even have DIY stuff. they just sell u e rain sensors complete with the manual. you install it yourself. goodness! i surrender. sigh

so, we had to hold an emergency meeting and crack our heads to come up with a new idea. by tmr. gosh.

they were even planning to stay over to finish e gpp. hehees.

anywae my whole dae was tormented by this pw shite. rahh. other than that is okay laa. the whole class ponned econs lect, which was our (e lit students') free period. hee. went to 7 eleven's and met yiling francis and peimin. so we had a class gathering at 7 eleven's with e exception of a few. heheees. spent ard 5 bucks there. on chocolates and some instant cream of mushroom soup which suprisingly tastes quite nice. hmmm. 7 eleven's gonna earn big bucks from me in e future.

ran with zihua her 2.4 during 3rd period pe. actually i din run e whole 6 rounds with her la, i just paced her for e 1st and e last 2 rounds. woots! she did it under 12 mins. woots! hee i dun tink i can ever do that. sigh. oh wells. that's e way a tracker does 2.4. i've got nth to say.

yays tmr haf half day! but still have to go watch e soccer match. so dunno wads e point of a half dae. hee. oh and either thurs or fri's a full day. yays!! there'd better be a full dae. hehehes. hopefully e thurs's a full dae. and then fri's a half day again. hope e full dae's not on fri. if not no meaning oleadi.

ooh i tink its raining~! hehehees. finally, after so maniamni hot days. gotta go close e windows!!

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11:01 PM

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Monday, May 23

i love berfdaes xD

woohoo~! yest gabriel celebrated his berfdae. he made e mistake of invitin fel and karin to his house for bbq. wahahahahhaas! oh his cousins also. timothy and i-forgot-wads-his-name. woops! eh.. jeremiah! hehees. remembered. yupps. they were worse then felicia and karin. hahahas. hmmm.. now we know what e army teaches guys.

we girls only bought e underwear.

the guys stipped gabriel to his underwear.

hehee. we hung the four underwears in the toilet and the guys after stripping him sent him to the toilet and asked him to chose his favourite. hahahahhas. lols it was damn farni. then they still asked him to pole dance. hahahahahaas. comical.

oh oh and we also waxed his leg. using masking tape. LOLS! hahahas. then me and fel drew on his leg. painted his toenails. using markers. hahahahs. my goodness. =PpP

oh wells *shrug* 18th berfdae. expected. hehehes. hmmm. i tink e 21st berfdae will be worse. hehehes.

yays todae watching star wars!! YAYS!! hehehees.. wit jiening gabriel bush and kang. woots!

will blog tmr. may e force be with you =D

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11:15 AM

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Saturday, May 21

went back to tk. yays. met up wit chelle =D saw caryn jon meow vernon and alot of other peeps. woots!hehehees. collected leaving cert. toked and toked with mrs chee mrs choy and mrs yeo. waved to mrs tan. hehehees. saw sherene joanne harvinder ivan and a few others at e main gate. hees.

went wit chelle to macdonald's aft that. she ate mcflurry and i had lime juice =( too bad. got sore throat cannot eat many things. plus later i meeting bee for dinner. read and wrote my entry #1 in chelle's lil yellow notebook. hahahas. its more of like a dairy. very interesting.

todae's bball match against HCI was damn exciting. hehes. i cheered and screamed till my sore throat became worse. boos. hehees. anywaes vj got trashed. e hc bball girls play rough. damn rough. and they are fast. once they got the bball then they chiong down the court and swoosh. rahhs. i tink van's very sad. but she damn good laas. mvp summore. i tink she's e only person playing rough in e game. and she's e only one running. so sad. plus hc's defense is like, damn strong laas. poor van couldn't even shoot. vj defense is ehh... let's just say it isn't exactly e best laas.

ate at pastamania with bee. yumyum. but couldn't finish. rahhs. as always. hees. then we went to the beach and slacked ard. hehees. counted the stars. which was like kinda pathetic cos got only 3 stars as far as i could see. hehees. ended up looking at ships instead. hehehes.

yays my bor got his trumpet oleadi. =) now playing lord of the dance with him. hehehes. flute and trumpet go well together. oh wad e hell. e flute goes well with any instrument. hehehes. xD

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11:44 AM

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Tuesday, May 17

a lil piece o tis... and a lil piece o tat.

slacked alot. did so lil work during e weekend and on mon. escaped from having to do physics by ponning phy tutorial. again. oh wells. hu cares? not me definately. wells... at least till i get a peek of e mid-yrs tiptoeing up on me. mid-yrs sure sure haf a knack of walking soundlessly, don't they? like peeping-toms and pink panthers i don't. [ya i noe. 2 more daes. gonna watch it next mon. =D ]

ate and ate like a pig on sunday. oink oink.

todae's bee's berfdae. hahahaas. so fun. bluffed and bluffed him like nobody's business. heees. woohoo so fun. polishing up my acting skills.

saw e prezzies. hmmm. all i shall say is that life is a paradox, a conradiction full of juxtopositions. what goes around comes around. hmm. okies. mabbe not. what doesn't go around also comes around. hahahahas. life's full of interesting surprises, huh. really makes one wonder.

ate swenson's todae. yays! ate and ate and ate alot. baked rice and apple crumble. double yays! except for e fact that i now haf a huge tummy. boos. and i most prob haf gained a few kg. rahh. sigh. well, a lil price to pay. nothing that cannot be changed with a few weeks of disciplined exercise. hmmmmm..... ehhh nopes. actually, its a huge price to pay. swensons is darned expansive. hmmm. bingbingbongbong. BOING.

happy 18th berfdae bee. hug hugs. hehee.

oh and sorry bee i can't grant you your berfdae wish. nopes. no ways. xD meheheheheheeee...

back to work and yes i'm on to reading my third book borrowed.

books remind me of chelle. toked and toked to her on sun. woots woots! WOOHOOO~! miss u like shit girl! i went downstairs to eat dinner smiling like an idiot okays.. see ya on fridae girl! byeee.....

btw, chelle's a moron. ya. a bus moron. chelle u noe wad i toking abt. hehehehheehhes =PpPpP

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9:51 PM

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Saturday, May 14

swing swing. wheeee~!

i've been moodswinging alot lately. since e begining of e week i tink. but not real bad. till yest nite when toking on e fone wit bee and wenting. then we toked abt our stuff then i suddenly felt super irritated. doesn't help that i dun like my beadsheet. bleahs. i wan e old one!! e old one's smoother and cooler. esp since yest was like so hot? argh.

then this morning i kena again. wells... not really morning laas. morning started out well enuff since i'm meeting bee. hehehes. its e afternoon. i was at e library trying to study. alone, cos chelle couldn't make it. so sad =( But nvm, cos i'll be meeting her nxt fri when i go back to tk to collect e leaving cert. yepps. hehees. can't wait to see u girl. i have yet to see u in tp uniform. =) okies eh back to e topic. i was trying very very hard to concentrate on my notes cos i wasn't seating in a comfortable position. you noe, couldn't find a table to sit at so i had to settle with a seat without a table and stuff. anywaes i was trying and trying and i was getting irritated wit myself cos i couldn't study AND THEN, this freaking idiot whom i dun even noe and hu claims to noe me and got my no. from sumone started to msg me and started a whole convo by himself, cos i din reply. i dunnoe how e hell he got my no. ( i tink it must be bhushan. great job, bush. i'm gonna kill u e nxt time i see u. u had better cherish your toes while u can. u wun see em e nxt time.) ya. i dunnoe how this super despo and pervert got my number, but he'd been msging me like dunnoe how many daes? i told him to go away already manimani times but he's been super selective in his reading of smses. anywae this irritating freak of an idiot was e last straw and i lost my cool wit him todae.

irritating idiot: hey dun get so angry.
cyn: -ignores msg, rolls eyes. not again-
irritating idiot: really, or else you wun look pretty anymore.
cyn: -ignores, scoffs. ya rite, like you've seen me before-
irritating guy: then ppl wun wan ya u noe.
cyn: -slams fone shut. bloody hell. who needs a perverted sick demented idiot like u? eww. * ka-pui* and i dun need to be wanted. i'm not as deprived as you, thank u very much-
irritating guy: i haven seen u in person so i dunnoe how pretty u are. and its torturing me u noe.
cyn: -that's it-

ya then i asked him if he's demented or bloody stupid or sth. ehhh. hehehes. sorry bee for that vulgarity. yeah. i was just super irritated laas. he's been like was msging me every 5 mins. hee. but i wun say it again okies? ( hmmm at least not in your presence. even if i said it i wun tell u and u wun noe. hehehes =PpP )

anywaes aft that i felt so much better. hehhes. AND i could concentrate on ionic equilibrium. yays! mabbe nxt time i'm having moodswing i shuld go and scold sumbody. yays!

met up wit bee at tampanies. hees. his fren very cute laas. wad his name? ehh.. li wei i tink. anywaes yupps he very cute. kena hit by bee then he was lying down on e floor and making a lot of noise. hahahas. so farni. bee hit his left leg then aft that they spar again. hahas. he say wad bee injured his left leg oleadi nvm he still haf right leg. if bee injure his right leg nvm still got wheelchair. hahhaas. so farni laas. bleahs. aft that cos abit late so cabbed home. woots. it was like damn expansive laas. reach my house oleadi 7 bucks plus le.

oh oh oh and i borrowed 3 books todae from e library. woots! hehes. one of them's by carlene tompson. don't close your eyes. hehes. chelle's dying to read it. i tink. hahahas. she've been searching for carlene thompson's books for a long time. yepps. heeees..

off to read e book now! adios! *waves*

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8:44 PM

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Friday, May 13

oh mr sun, sun, mr golden sun...

hot arh!! todae's like damn hot laas. argh. ate ice-cream twice todae. once in school cos too hot to go home then finding things to do. e second time is when i just got home. rahh. hot! it better not be hot tmr. eh. it better not rain either. then haf to bring unbrella then very ma fun blah blah blah. cloudy wuld do. >.<

yawen got into house com. chairman of phoenix summore. woots! way to go! sherene din get into ursa's hosue com. rahh. dunnoe y. must be becos she's a 2nd intaker. rahh. its just not fair. why do ppl haf sth against 2nd intake students? argh.

i wanna shop! shop shop shop shop and shop for a new bag!! i dun mind new clothes too thou. hehehheees...

^ i'll be eternally grateful to e person who is able to find me/tell me where to get e piano score for turn left turn right and nothing's gonna change my love for you :)

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5:35 PM

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Thursday, May 12

lee-dah-dum

my class doesn't cheer. i wonder why. i hope they cheer for yiling during e CT investigor and for e house com nominees. rahh. so sad. boo.

had been cursing alot these few daes. dunno why. mabbe cos i'm like.. more easily irritated? boos. aiya dunno laas.

tired. todae ms rajan cancelled gp and pw. had dunnoe how much free time cos later meeting bee. hehees. studied in library wit zi hua and francis. then francis left to eat lunch. thank goodness. " if i ain't got you" is begining to get stuck in my head. and yiling came. finished maths tut and assignment. now i'm left with e ucky work to do like lit essay and physics(argh) forces(double argh) tutorial. argh.

rushed outta school to try catch 31 before it passes. din make it as usual. =( walked so fast for nth. anyawes i caught a 36 which came quite fast later and met bee at e busstop. hehes.

watched star wars episode 2 on dvd while eating fried rice. woah e fried rice was like damn lot laas. see oleadi not hungry le. nxt time wun buy from e same stall again. din finish e show due to time constrain. will finish it on sat =)

sat i dun tink going out wit e jewel bitches le. =( so sads! looked forward to seeing them one. then go shopping for bags wit janice. woohoo~! i seriously NEED a new bag! ahhhh. never mind. shall save this adrenaline for shopping for e last week of may when i see e bitches and during e june hols.

suddenly realised my june hols gonna be damn packed. haf to keep like at the very least 1/2 of e month for mid-yrs and haf to divide e other 1/2 for pw, shopping, movies, band( finally. yays!!) and bee. (there's always time for u babyy. *hugs*)

sumone pls tell me how am i supposed to survive through june. bleawhs.

tpjc guitar nite and band concert falls on e same dae! i tink.. hehees. i haf to go for tpjc's guitar nite cos bee is performing. solo summore. you go bee! and wenting is performing. you go too girl =) and others laas. i also wan to go for vj's band concert cos i'm like, joining band after that? rahh. and joan and qixin's going. rahh..

rahh.



Rahh!




RaHH!!!!

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10:17 PM

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Wednesday, May 11

. . . ( i'm tired of alwaes having to tink of a title.zZzzZzz)

yest spent e whole nite doing my gpp so din managed to blog. but its was worth it. we were e 1st group to pass up our gpp. yays! but chingchong and zhuo yi had to tell me that my gruop's project had been used before and that it isn't new. it was implemented like, 5 yrs ago. rahh. so sad. =( my group thought it was original and i really hope that we dun need to come up with another idea. i spent one whole nite doing e friggin timeline, dangit. rahh.

todae's ok lar. lit tutorial had improvement. mr ho said he wanted to go on accelerated learning. so todae e pace was faster and holy cow. i tink i understand chaucer better at this pace. we did like 2 pages todae laas. good. hehhe. previously we only did like half a page or so. woots! i tink i might even be finding chaucer fun. i mean, its a scandalous tale isn't it. and everything that's scandalous's interesting. hehehees. oops. =X hahas.

oh and i tink mr ho's crazy. he actually memorised twelfth nite. orsino's lines from "sweet strains of music came o'er my ears" to "that alone is highly fantastical". my goodness. i forgot all about it oleadi laas. even my sebastian soliliquy. eh but i do remember e last time thou. " and here my lady comes" heheees.

i tink ms hoo had pms todae. rahh. damn farni la. cos mr ho let us off early 10 mins from lit, we (duH) arrived early for math tut. and only like 7 ppl took lit. so e majority of the class was late like ard 5 to 10 mins liddat then she scolded them. farni. last time we were that late she also never scold. oh wells. *shrugs*

phy prac todae was damn fun. was playing wit e lens and e pin and eimage of e pin. hahahs. everytime in the car i never thought why e moon is like always following us budden e things near us whizzes past us. hehhees. damn fun laas. too bad we only need to do one set of readings.

ponned maths make up lect to do homework cos later i'll be having phy ttn. then aft that i'll haf info overload and indigestion then cannot study. argh. okies so that's all for now. i'll blog tmr. =)

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Monday, May 9

clock it.

friggin tired. spent e whole of e dae racing against e clock. raHh.

before PE got one period break. so sat at the canteen and tried hopefully to finish 2 lit essays. yes i managed to do 'em e nite before. hehes. not to anyone's surprise, i only managed to finish one. yepps. just on time summore. rahh.

ran 2.4 during PE. =) tot i couldn't do well budden managed to clock a timing of 12.36. which is like, better than my sec4 timing. yays! must be because i paced tee. woots! hees..

after that had to eat and change into uniform cos later haf chem spa. rahhs. i was still perspiring when i changed laas. then my shorts was like, wet? cos aft we ran we were supposed to sit on the track which was, surprise surprise, also wet. dang. hahas then so farni. sat on e wooden benches to eat then when i got up to change there was a wet imprint of my bum on it. hees. anyhows zi hua and i planned to go into e lab 10 mins early cos we needed to buy pipette feeder. budden to nobody's surprise, though we rushed like crazy, we were, as usual, late. oops =X heh heh..

the chem spa was like sucks laas. argh. during it i was damn tired oleadi. must be e 2.4 i tink. anyhows we were supposed to raise our hand to let e cher assess us on how we transfer e dissolved FeSO4 into e graduated flask. well, i did remember to raise my hand during that time budden i was like dreaming and blurded and stoneded and zoinked out when i transfered it. the filter funnel was placed in the conical flask. so me, being zombiefied, just transfered e solution into the filter funnel into the connical flask without thinking. yepps. and you noe wad? i din realised it. until e cher wrote dunnoe wad comments in wadeva paper he was holding and walked away and until i added and added e distilled water and was looking for e mark on e flask then i realised that i transfered into e wrong apparatus. ARGH. when i realised i was like damn stunned pls. argh. can't believe i made such a blunder in front of e cher and still happily topped up e flask till i found it wierd that i took so long to topp it up to e mark. then i looked down and was lookin for e marking when i realised that my flask doesn't have a bloody mark on it cos its e wrong flask.rahh. luckily i haven't added too much distilled water. when i transfered it into e graduated flask it hadn't overshot e mark. it almost did, but didn't. LUCKY. phew. if not i've had killed myself. rahh.

never mind e stupid transfering solution blunder. after i did e first titration then i realised that i din read the instructions properly and that we were supposed to add 15cm cube of dil H2SO4 into e conical flask before titrating. ARGH. it was super irritating laas. then i had like, only 15 mins left. bleawhs. i was damn kan chiong can? argh. i tot i wun finish in time. budden phew i managed to. anywaes e assessment of e end point colour also sucks. e addition of permanganate dropwise near e end point was okay, budden e colour was like.. i dunnoe. too pink? mr chong was like looking and looking at it and putting it up against his paper and the light and the white tile when i was recording my readings. argh.

aft that was math tut. rahh. luckily this math tut wasn't like e past where ms hoo just flashes and flashes. in this math tut she was toking some crap about wad having to do hw and having to pass up assignments. rahh. rubbish. then she wrote out on e board wad she wanted to finish.

ms hoo: conic assignment due this thurs. you're supposed to do your trigo 4.3 and 4.4 tutorial. hopefully we can finish going through tutorial 4.3 and a bit of 4.4 by e nxt math tut. hmmm.. also hopefully by week 10 we can go through all e tutorials and chapters that will be covered for your mid-years.

RAHH. how can we not finish all e tutorials by week 10? i tink we'll finish all of em before week 10 plus time for revision in class. nope. not talking about extra come-back-during-e-june-hols- lessons but math tut during school curriculum. rahh.

we were late for lit. rushed again as usual. to e 4th floor summore. geez. anywae lit wasn't much but just that fatigue caught up with everyone of us. so basically everyone was like resting their heads on e table. oh and mr ng was nice. sum of us din managed to complete essays and he gave us another week's grace. woots! yeah!!! i haf another week to do it and time to do other more impt stuff first! not like lit isn't impt but u get e point. wootsie!! =)

chem lect! horrors! doing ionic equilibrium and its e same cher. e one who's using e name game thingy. argh. then she taught until damn fast. so throughtout e lect i was playing catching up, ears alert for anything she said that wasn't in e notes and my eyes trying to scan e page and see which page e cher is at and my brain trying to work at double speed to digest info. rahh. anywaes the good news is that e lecturer only used e game thingy once. but she was like, i'm gonna target at e S4s todae. Woah!!!!! my whole class was like, shit! rahh. and there was only like 3 S4 classes in e lect group. my class, S47 and S42. rahH. wah piang. talking about increasing probabilities. anyhows it wasn't my class peeps who kena so, phew. yepps. but after e lect i was damn tired. used too much brain power and eye energy oleadi. hees.

todae actually wanted to pon lit make up and go for band prac. budden haiz, so sad. they told us to join aft e concert, which is like, 3 weeks later? boos. i missed playing in a band. so wells, since e time's still early, qixin and i decided to go watch soccer match instead. and i decided to not go for lit make up all the same. heees. decided to go study wit bee. =D

e match was darned exciting laas! i din noe a soccer match was so exciting. now i understand why my dad and so many other ppl stayed up so late just to watch some soccer match on television. woots! it rocks laas! and vj soccer team rocks too. we scored like 2 goals in a short time of 30 mins. woohoo~!! hahahas. it was so exciting and qixin and i were so glued to it. we planned to only watch a few mins and leave at 5. then at 5 we decided to leave at 515. then at 515 we decided to stay for 5 more mins and leave at 520. then at 520 when we were like, half standing and half seating cos we were still glued to e match, vj scored e 2nd goal. woots! just nice for us to leave. hahas. cos i swear if we din leave then we'll be staying on till e end of e game. =D

anywaes gtg do phy kinetic theory tut le. shall blog tmr. ciao~!

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8:26 PM

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Sunday, May 8

pW!!!

pw pw pw.... todae had pw meeting de 2nd. woots! so proud of ourselves. we actually came up wit a whole new idea and wrote our 1st gpp draft for ms rajan's viewing. woot woots we rock man! we even finished before 630. woots! yays!

boos. i still haf like, 2 lit essays and phy tut to finish. and the time now is like 8 plus? sigh. sads. dun feel like doing. i mean, its a weekend pls? who wants to do friggin homework on a sunday? esp one so good to slp and pig. hehehees. argh. 'tis irritating. bleahs...

oh and tmr's NAPFA. i tink i'm gonna fail. im serious! argh. yest ran ard 1.6 km then tired cannot run oleadi. oh NO! i'm FAT. rahh. where has my stamina gone to? i need band. i seriously need band. i need to train my stamina. i need to run for 20 bars without stopping. which is like basically impossible. rahh. its like so sad laas. on fri i watched e band peeps go for e SYF competition. then it hit me. last year was my last SYF. boohooos. nostalgia. sads. rahh. so SAD! sigh. e memories...... sigh.

hmfph. i tink i'll rather go wallow in misery for my predicted-to-do-badly-NAPFA.

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8:20 PM

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Saturday, May 7

sleep... zZzzzZzzzz.....

i really need sleep laas. i've been like, sleep at 3 for e past 3 days? hmmm. wonder why they say all good things come in threes. lack of sleep doesn't seem like a good thing to me. oh wells. anywaes todae had been a rather slack dae. yupps. i din do work for e whole of todae. went to orchard. cineleisure. watched movie. the kingdom of heaven. not bad, its quite a good show. touching. went to buy cookies before e show. yays! love double choc chips. anywaes that's when i met e 1st yiling. e one from vj. yupyupps.
after the show we decided to go play pool, so we went to kpool. that's when i met e 2nd yiling. e onme from tk. its like, so qiao i meet her. then she asked me where i was and all e stuff. anywaes kpool was too full and we had to wait. so we decided to walk about instead. hehehee. this was when e guys atarted getting bored. hahas. sorry bu and bel. hheheees. went ard wit eh to look at bags, cos my bag is spoilt. again. ya. saw a quite nice one budden its a bit too big. also shopped for clips cos my clip's getting wierd. e paint was like coming off. was also looking for a belt. too bad din manage to find any nice ones. rahh. hahas then we purposely walked into a shop selling bikinis and stuff. hahahs. bubu dun dare to go in. wahahhahhahahs!! lols. then me and eh spent such a long time in there. lols. then continued to walk ard looking at random stuffs before deciding to go heeren.
no nice clips at heeren! so sad. last time i saw sum quite nice ones but din buy. no there isn't any nice ones. regrets regrets. rahh. wells i just haf to be patient and wait for sum nice ones i guess. boos.. went to take neoprints. actually bubu and eh din wan budden i used my powers *ahem* and pursuaded them to take wit us hees. the place was like damn full laas, budden its e case wit all neoprint shops. esp when tis a sat. so we all took sum time to chose e machine and to wait for it to be vacant. yays! nice nice nice pics!! hehees.. then went to take another neooprint wit belbel. e card one. it looked damn sparstic laas. hahases. budden again, when were we never sparstic? hehees.. muacks to u bee. =))
I MISS S31!! boohoos. its like so sad laas. just read chelle's posting on songfest. wished i was there too. miss chelle's rah-bish, arlene and kelly's mr loke and ponning of lessons and constant crappy-ness, raudah's photo-taking sessions, amanda's tennis, zakiah's gastrics *do take care girl*, and shu hui's quiteness? hehes. miss slapping chin soon, laffing at junrong's *rectangle-ness*, ashraff's magic tricks, ariffin's sacarstic and sadistic remaks and comments, faisal's "dark side" and e sightings of muhsi. hahahahas. ya and that's basically e whole class. rahh. wad e heck. I MISS S31! i miss saving seats for ppl and having seats saved for me and whoever that's late. it isn't liddat anymore in vj. i miss having everyone sitting at a round table and toking during break. i miss being treated longan ice kachang =PpP rahh.. i miss doing sumthing as crazy and wacky so spraying our hair silver and purple and blue. hahas. e memorable times. and e movies! yays yays yays! constantine and series. and messing zi hua's house during cny. woots! e togetherness of e class. i really miss it. rahh. boohoo. i wanna go songfeat and meet up wit u guys! boohoohooo.. i'm getting really teary.
sobs..
boohooo...
sniff sniff....
hic hic.....
zzZzzzZzz......

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8:50 PM

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Friday, May 6

the Bonding Rap by mr chang. Wootwoots~!

damn tired laas. rahh. todae was like.. wierd? hehs. e begining part of e dae quite boring. had sum house talk thingy again then had lit lect. hahs. i din noe i was so innocent among all e peeps. hehees. there was this poem "jump cabling". we were supposed to read and analyse the effect of the form. rahh. i read oleadi then tot it was an innocent poem that was rather ironic. hmph. then cam who was sitting beside me started to laff. i was like, whats so farni, then he was like, can't you see it? its like damn obvious laas. rahh. later found out that the poem was sexually inclined. not only e words. even the shape of the whole poem was sexually inclined. Omigosh. really. hahas. i din even like, link e poem to sex at all laas. then kena a damn big shock when everyone said e poem was damn suggestive. haiz. where has everyone's innocence gone to? even janice realised wad was happening. no offence to jan, but ya. younoewadimean. grr. after that was quite mundane till chem lect. gosh. e lecturer used sum name game thingy to chose people at ramdom to ans questions and i almost had an heart attack okays. firstly i din even bring my notes, then i also dunnoe wad e lecturer's toking about. in fact i din even bothered to listen. was doing conics tutorial when she used e name game thing. woah. l amost dieded at that instant. its like damn scary laas, seeing your classmate's name appear and disappear on the screen. phew. luckily my name din even appeared. mabbe it did but was too fast for me to catch. never mind she used e stupid name game thingy. budden after that she started removing classes from that list of names. woah. its like.. increasing e probability of having your name called?! woah. damn scary. haiz. anyhows i wan't able to continue doing my maths after that. rahh. super irritating.
okies e highlight of e dae. the chem make-up lect. lecturer was mr chang. hahhaas. he's like damn gay. hahahs. so farni. then he had to teach us chem bonding. e whole of chem bonding within 1hr 15 mins. and e chem bonding notes is like, 40 plus pages long? hahaaas. common sense says its of course impossible to finish teaching e whole topic. hahas. apparently mr chang wants to try challange common sense. yupps. the result? he began to perform The Bonding Rap. hahahahhas. its like damn farni laas. he toked till damn fast then he kept on saying that he had to go faster. hahahhas. i tink if he goes any faster Eminem will get jealous. hahahas. so farni. lols. then he made sum stupid and meaningless joke. he was like, metal and metal bonding is still metal, cos metal and metal becomes an alloy. hah hah. geddit? *peng* its like so lame laas. then the way he laffed at his own joke. hees. you shuld've heard him man. the whole LT was laffing at him. in fact i was laffing at him throughout e whole lect. hahahs. he's damn entertaining noes. hahhaahaaas. lols. yups. anywaes e poor mr chang din managed to finish (duH!) his rap. hahas. too bad. guess he'll just haf to continue at e next lesson. hahahas. hmmm. mabbe he shuld rap for e next year's music fest. he's good, you noe. heheheees =PpPpP

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8:07 PM

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Thursday, May 5

SOS. helpppp....

todae's ok laas. just woke up very tired. hee. when he morning called me all i could say was hmms and haws. hee sorrie baby. anyhows i wanted to go sch late late budden haf 1st pw meeting. cannot go latee!! so bo bian. go lor. sigh. reach school e side gate locked. rahh. irritating. so haf to go by e main gate then got mr sit down there shouting. =X scary. but luckily he din shout at me. phew. went to hall to listen to e house nominees to make their speech. HMM. quite mundane and boring except for a super chauvinist one and yawen's err.. how shuld i say it.. em.. inspiring speech? hees anywaes i tink i'll vote for yawen. yays! hmm. after that went to e scrabble board there for pw meeting. but we ( peishan + me) made a detour to e bookshop to get my math ten yr series and then to our lockers. woots and ya i'm still using e illegal one. anywaes we got to e scrabble board late and yiling and jx were oleadi there. okays they were not exactly there but their bags were there. took out my fone and there were like 4 missed calls from yiling? apparently she was walking all over sch and trying to find us. oops =X sowwie yiling. hees.. ya then e meeting was okies but we could not come up with any new ideas since we decided to scrape our pi ideas. and we still need to pass up our gpp nxt wed summore. gosh. e stress of pw. argh!! yupps. then ya had e usual lessons and was trying to finish up my phy prac and listen to maths lect at e same time. my table was like.. full of papers everywhere and my pens kept dropping. so there was e danger of falling tables but luckily mine (which usually has a tendency to fall) didn't. e result of trying to multitask: i now dun understand maths induction and i only managed to plot two wrong points on my graph. hmm. so much for trying to multitask, huh. after that was lit lesson on ted huges. woohoo! yayness! its chat time wit ms/mrs wadever-cos-i-still-haven-remembered-her-name-since-her-name-wasn't-listed-under-e-list-of-lit-tutors-in-my-time-table. yupps. how i wish chaucer lessons can be more like ted huges lessons.argh. anywaes i din do my essay and asked for an extention. which wasn't much of an extention since its due tomorrow. ARGH! HELP! okies okies calm down. there's only like one lit essay of two half pages and kinematics tutorial and assignment which consists of multitude of foreign alienated questions to do and pass up tmr. no sweat man. no sweat. arghhh..... yays at least i'm going to watch movie wit him on sat........... and pw and maths conics and trigo tut to worry about on sun. ahhhhhhhh. sumbody save me~!

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8:49 PM

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Wednesday, May 4

lalaas..

todae started with the exciting revealing of our pw groupings. got into the same group as yiling pei fang daniel and jx. rahh. there was sum unhappiness laas. oh wells, wad is done is done and let's just hope that our oral presentation wun be pulled down due to one person. 'tis such a sad case. but looking on da bright side, hey my group's not bad after all. and its quite efficient. tmr's my first meeting for pw. it never fails to amaze me how fast things are proceeding. yupps. especially maths. ooh mama. i tell you, ms hoo is like so damn fast laas. she can finish one tutorial in one tutorial. really. she just flashes and flashes the transparencys. hahaas. peifang says she shuld be called e flasher. lols. hahas. andywae, that hoo's like, quoting guangrong, going at accelerated pace. oh ya and speaking of acceleration, i'm proud to announce that i've failed my physics test! okays ya i noe wad u're tinking but wells, i din fail as badly as i expected. got more than 20 marks. woohoo~! way to go man! i only studied like one chapter of kinematics out of the so many chapters before sitting for the test? yea babeh. this just proves how smart i am. woots! (ya *pui pui pui and re-pui* budden i tink its time for me to get a lil ego boost considering wad i've went thru during math tut and e phy tut on forces. hehehes) anyhows after that had lit. wahaha could proudly pass up my lit assignment as i had bravely attempted and completed the essay yest. yayness. the lesson was as usual quite dead and slow budden at least e cher tried to find ways of making the lesson more interesting. hmm. mabbe he's not bad after all, huh. i shall try to be more vocal in da lsn nxt time. hehees. after that had sum phy prac thingy. rahh. b-o-r-i-n-g. but e experiment was quite fun. hahas. playing wit e rheostat. heheees. too bad we were only required to do one set of experiment. boo. after phy prac i was supposed to go for math make up. ehh. key word here is "supposed". hee. i ponned e lect and supposedly went home to do my lit essay on ted huges [ =C ]. key word here again is "supposedly". hehees. nope i din do my essay budden i finished typing out my PI and cut my nails. heheees. so basically, i'm screwed for tmr's lit tut. shit-o. hmmm. wells.. just haf to squeeze time aft my phy ttn to do it, but i dun tink i'll be able to do it. info overload. rahh. i tink i'll be too blurded. info-indigestion. doesn't help that mr lee's a lecturer. boo boo. okies anywaes gtg eat dinner before me lee arrives. tataa~

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6:33 PM

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Tuesday, May 3

pw and lit and phy and math and everything else

rahh. 'tis orrible. i'm supposed to finish phy math lit and pw todae. wow. wad a wonderful dae. sheesh. let ms rajan see e draft for my pi this afternoon. phew. luckily i let her see it. din noe i lacked so many things. anywae, yays i finished my PI at his house. hehes. then he also got help me wit it. thx bee. =D (oh ya tmr's a special dae huh. *grins. nugde2 wink2* heheees. ) anywae, i pon phy in exchange to get my PI done. oops =X hehes. its like wad? e 2nd time i skipped physics tut on tuesdae. oh no. 2 weeks in a row summore. then the week after i tink i'm ponning again. oh no. i feel so bad sia. tsktsktsk. and its every tues summore. hmm. if one wans to pon lessons, its never good to pon on a fixed dae. hmmm. wells. wad can i sae? hee sorry mr lee. everything seems to fall on tuesdae such that i haf to skip your lsn. hmm. hees. rahh. okies. i shall stop here oleadi. gotta go do my frigging chaucer essay. sigh. e horrors of all horrors. oh ya. tmr's choir SYF. to all vj choir members: good luck! dun get so stressed up over it. get e gold with honours ya =D

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8:57 PM

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Monday, May 2

my cute lil wou wou =D

heee... i've got a nice cute lil wou wou todae! from him =D it wasn't expected, so it was kind of a nice surprise. yay! hahas. tt kuku boi. go hide under e pillow then ask me lift it up. rahh. i tot wad sia. heees.. anywaes thx for it ya sweetie *bighuggies* =)

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9:36 PM

'tis stupid merchant and his stupid story abt a stupid knight.

i'm beginning to dislike Chaucer. rahh-rahh. or shuld i say. it isn't chaucer's fault. so. i may not dislike chaucer after all. it's more right to say: i'm begining to dislike the merchant. stupid merchant and his stupid tale. sigh. ya i noe its interesting cos its scandalous but still.. i wished that he'll just speak english. goodness. i'm getting a headache trying to figure out this "whilom ther was dwellinge in Lumbardye/a worthy knight, that born was of Pavie" crap. rahh.

oh and wads abt his story abt Rebekke and Judith and Abigail and Ester. if he wants to be sarcastic, then SHOW it, dangit. dun put sum farni farni thing that can be interepreted in 2 ways.

so. tell me. is he against these women or for these women? oh but firstly, pls lemme noe. who's speaking and who's view is this? is it this merchant who has nth better to do and thus he just haf to assume these roles of a cynical commentor and storyteller and speaker/ presentor of Januarie's thoughts such that we haf to differentiate which role he's assuming in every friggin line of his tale speaking or is it this stupid perverted misogynist 60 yr old lao ah pek who calls himself a knight who so deperately wants a wife for spiritual purposes but failing to do so cos he's such a PERVERT who wants a wife 1/3 of his age and later gets fooled round and around and everywhere by his wife that one wonders why he doesn't gets giddy and later still gets a happy-ever-after speaking? gosh. its just so.. i nono how u describe it. argh. its just so perverted. ok ya i noe my vocab's getting limited but hey, tt's e only word that i tink describes this "worthy knight". *pui* worthy my foot.

rahh. kays i'm done with this "knightly" Januarie but i'm not quite done with this merchant. SO. telling this story as part of a debate huh. wad "marriage debate" thing. goodness. can't these ppl just grow up and have a real debate like what we're doing in gp now? pls. these guys are like so much older than us and they are still being some idiots. hah. isn't it easier to just haf a debate which mostly takes an hour or two than to tell 3 or 4 stories just to get your point across? argh. and these people are on a pilgrimage somemore. goodness. wad a time to tell such a scandalous tale. Some holy people they are huh.

okies. i tink i've ran out of steam now. time to get out of the house to meet him. i'll rave and rant about this tale again later. when i'm doing my assignment on it. can you believe we're supposed to do a stupid assignment on this friggin tale? can you? anyhow that's for later. i'm gonna chuck that yucky tale at the back of my mind for now. tataa~ *waves*

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11:36 AM

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Sunday, May 1

argh.

this is bad. i'm so so so dead! rahh. i'm supposed to finish e PI today budden i ended up fiddling with this blog thingy instead. oh no! i still haf 3 lit essays to do. sigh. this is bad. then tmr going to queenstown summore. gosh. then going his house summore. to get help for pw. sigh. pw is ruining my life! argh..

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10:10 PM

some randomness

here's just some of my random thoughts. was sitting in the car going for lunch when it hit me. not like i realised this e first time but the thought just surfaced again from sum deep recesses of my mind. i'm not myself anymore. especially in school. this is just so sad. i find myself smiling and laffin lesser and lesser. this is so not me. rahh. i've became damn irritable too. this is bad. real bad. sigh. and you noe wad the sadder truth is? i'm only myself when ard chelle and him. ya. sad. slowly i'll be an alien even to myself. where has cyn gone to? =(

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5:05 PM

yay!

after reading countless blogs and being influenced by chelle's enthuness, with much difficulty, i've finally managed to create my own personal blog. yupps. and speaking of chelle, where is this idiot girl?! hey! i need your help in this! argh.. faster faster come back from service and help me with this thingy! rahh. hehes. =P oh wells. one just haf to be patient i guess. so anywaes, here is my new bloggie and my 1st posting! yay! *beams* and there'll be more postings in time to come. i just hope that i'll update my blog regularly. hmmm. that's all for e meantime. oh and pardon me for any mistakes made ya. i'm slowly learning how to use this blog thingy, so qing duo duo zhi zhiao! =D

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1:57 AM






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